Wednesday, February 6, 2013

stress is maddeing

this stress is so maddening.
she used to be so happy.
she had a job again.
a decent job with decent pay.
she was in love with a wonderful guy.
she was in school going after her dream job.
she was finally getting things done; taking care of things.
she was feeling better in general about everything.
but not anymore.
one asshole managed to ruin so much for her.
he started off getting her in trouble for talking to her one true love,but that wasn't enough.
he then started in again with the foul lies.
the lies and deceit.
anything to get her job even if it meant causing her to lose hers.
it's not enough to separate her from the man she loves.
no.
now he must separate her from her job too.
all with his constant lies.
the lies and deceit he always spreads.
anything to get her job.
now she is always angry.
always sad.
always stressed out.
she no longer takes pleasure even in working with the 2 coworkers who have never done her wrong.
even when one of them is the man she loves; the 1 who has had her back since day 1.
she has to watch her own shadow everywhere she goes-
for fear she is being watched.
waiting for the ax to fall.
waiting for the moment she finally loses her job over anything little.
she fears she will lose both her job and her one way of seeing her one true love.
all because this asshole just does NOT know when to quit.
will he never leave her alone?
will she ever get any peace?
she longs for the day she graduates with her degree; gets her dream job.
anything to get out of this damn job.
she used to look forward to going to her job.
but not anymore.
she is just done.
she is fed up.
she wants to wash her hands of the bullshit,and move on.
just like she has done so many times in the past from similar situations.

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