I'm really understanding more than I ever have before y my boyfriend didn't trust anybody. It's not just about ppl u personally know who eventually let u down. It's worse than that. This is weird. My boyfriend died last year,and ever since then, I've been having a battle for both my faith and my sanity all at once. I had some friends lead me back into going to church,and now I read the bible too. Add into all the mix,my best friend is telling me about the illuminati,and plans for world wide mind control; a 1 world government. That freaks me out because everything she's telling me sounds EXACTLY like what goes in the "Left Behind" books. If u haven't read them, u should. At the very least, watch the movies. Altho, I think the books are far more informative. Also, do research on the illuminati and mind control. You'll find TREMDOUS amounts of similarities. It's kinda freaking me out. Maybe we ARE in the "last days". shit's getting mad scary around here.
I did always think there was something going on when I started to figure out that they r deliberately trying to "divide and conquer." Listen to the news sometime? What r they always doing? Giving BAD news ALL the time. u RARELY hear anything good. It's almost always something BAD. Also, they're always trying to throw race and "homophobia" at ppl. It's just 1 more way to get us at each other's throats. Even I always thought "issues" like gay marriage rights were just 1 more thing to get us in a riot w/each other over,so we are DISTRACTED from the real big deal. what kinda crap r they trying to pull on us? what r they doing that they don't want us to know about? I don't trust them. I don't believe they ACTUALLY care about gay rights. It's just a distraction from what THEY'RE doing. Things like that look suspicious to me. I can thank my trust issues for that way of thinking,and hopefully I make a lot of people out there THINK. it's not really about republican or democrat; conservative or liberal. It's not even about christian vs. atheist. it's about us as HUMANS and our rights(even control of OURSELVES) is (literally) at risk.
Something I've always figured they do anyway. My best friend tells me they're all owned/controlled by the illuminati,and let's face it..they're NOT gonna tells us what they DON'T WANT us to know. Look at elections. EVERY commercial is about 1 opponent bashing the other,but my friend tells me the winner is already picked out a long time ago. The elections and polls u see on tv are just "going thru the motions." She's told me about plans to place mind control on every1. While, I'm a bit of a skeptic myself,and it DOES sound like conspiracy to me, I don't trust people,and I do believe there is no limit to what people will do to get what they want. I'm trying to keep an open mind,and do my own research. Just in case there really IS a form of mind control going on, I do NOT wanna get wrapped in it,and I encourage anyone reading this to do the same thing. U may not believe in it anymore than I do,but it's always better to be safe than sorry,and keep ur eyes WIDE open. Here is just *1* link I found in my research,and this page ALONE sounds like the "left behind" books. it's mad scary. It could very well BE prophesy coming true. wow! http://conservativeread.com/the-illuminati-agenda-7-billion-people-under-mind-control-of-a-few-shepherds/ the propeshy that is in Revelation(last book of the bible). I read it after reading "left behind". I can def see where the 2 authors get their ideas for the novels. Very spooky.
I AM seeing a pattern here tho. I'm beginning to wonder if God took my boyfriend,so that I would set out for answers,and find this stuff. seems like all this stuff 1st started getting my attention,and being "talked about" all following my boyfriend's death. Sounds to me like it's possibly God directing my steps..even tho for some reason it had to be done in a PAINFUL way. =( Here is another site I have found in my search..telling u ways u can avoid mind control. I am reading it myself..anybody who is interested can read it. =) http://www.theforbiddenknowledge.com/hardtruth/illuminati_formula_mind_control.htm
It does sound like conspiracy,but I'd rather not entirely dismiss it and be wrong. I find it's better to be prepared. It's like my mother has told me so many times, "Hope for the best; expect the worst." That's exactly what I'm doing. I'm opening my eyes more now,and I hope-or PRAY anyone reading this will do the same. Before u make fun of me, I would like to remind u once more, that I am a skeptic myself, lol. I don't believe 100% in this either,but I am also a woman w/trust issues especially where our government and politicians are concerned,so I am still reading up on whatever I can find before I can definitely say w/o a doubt that this is all bull crap. lol
