my random thought of the evening

I noticed Grant Wilson was going on a political rant on twitter,but I must say I agree w/him. the federal government SHOULD back the hell off and stick to dealing w/our defense and infrastructure. I think it's sad how he's more afraid of our government than an alien invasion. again,I must say I agree. lol dammit! he keeps making me like him so much more! he is soooooooooooooooo SMART!! AHHHHHHHHHH! ^_^ he's not 1 of those billions of brain washed ppl in this country that thinks the government should hold our hand, and provide for us all the time. yaaay! ^_^ intelligent,sweet,funny guys are so few;so rare. eeeeeeee! I realllly wanna meet him. please? lol I must say,that after working Walmart and just in general being around so many stupid ppl for so long,it's very refreshing to find there are some intelligent ppl amongst us after all. =}  I have NEVER had any1 that I just..ADMIRE;have TREMENDOUS respect for,but I do now. Grant ROCKS!  ^_^ ok,had to get that crazy,somewhat childish rant, through w/. lol yaaaaaay! ^_^

if I HAD a paranormal experience, I don't remember it

I dunno y my dad was looking up our old house on google earth. It was the house I grew up in(mostly),altho, we've moved around ALOT during my life time,this is the house I'm always dreaming about. My parents(dad specifically), insist that I had some type of paranormal experience as a baby; like some evil spirit was messing w/me. All I know,according to my parents, is that I couldn't sleep in this 1 room. I would wake up screaming my head off every night,and I would even climb out of my crib and fall on my head alot, trying to escape. They told me I was scared of a certain corner and would always keep my eye trained on that same spot(regardless of how they moved my crib around the room),screaming and crying hysterically.(apparently this happened EVERY night.) My mom said as long as I was in her room,I was quiet for the rest of the night,but when she put me back in my room, I would start hollering again. To this day,when my dad talks about that house,he swears that room had a "spirit" in it. I can't understand tho, y I never got freaked out by that room again when I was older,and why wasn't the REST of the house "haunted"? either a house is haunted or it isn't. I've never heard of only 1 room being haunted. it makes no sense. My parents never had any experiences(surely they would have told me if they had),and I sure didn't have any experiences when I got older.

My mom made that same room the play/toy room when I was 9, and my brother was born. I would play for hours on end in that room just fine. I never got freaked out,felt uncomfortable,or anything in that room. My brother was in there w/me too,and he was just a baby-about the same age I was when,I used to get freaked out in there. It didn't bother HIM,tho. I keep trying to come up w/a logical explanation as to Y I used to get terrified in that room. I even once, decided to turn the light off and just sit in the dark for a few min and test it out. Once again,NOTHING happened. I didn't get scared/freaked out-nore did I get a bad feeling and at 9 years old, I was still young enough to find horror movies or anything ghost related terrifying. I mean-I could easily freak myself out w/my over reactive imagination and expectation of something happening,but THAT didn't even happen. I wish my parents had thought to set up a camera in my room or something. Now I'm prolly gonna go to my grave still wondering what happened to me in that room. lol Just like,I'm also gonna go thru the rest of my life wondering, WHAT/WHY/HOW, I found so damn FRIGHTENING about my cousin's grandfather. Now,THAT 1 I remember. I remember being scared to death of that man-what I can't remember is WHY? He was really nice guy-never did anything to me,so y was I so damn scared of him??? I don't think I'll ever know. =/

idiot landlord continued.... lol

 we have been talking about moving for a while now because of how assanine our landlord can be,but this time he has CROSSED the line! my parents are even more serious about moving now then they ever were before. We just put up w/it for a while and continued to give him his stupid rent. Now, tho this fucking asshole is threatening to ruin my parents's credit(I don't know how u plan to do THAT,when u never gave us a contract or recorded our payments,dipshit!),and start the eviction process on us EVEN THO, my mom told him WE ARE PLANNING ON LEAVING.! if we're going WILLINGLY, why the HELL do u need an eviction??! Moron! Anywho, dad found an apartment for rent listed on craiglist,they only want $650/mo.(sooooooo much better than $1,000/mo.),and they ALLOW us to have our pets,plus I believe it only costs $100 per pet,and I think it's a 1 time only fee. plus the water in included,and my dad was only talking to the guy on the ph for a few min. and they got along great. LOL my dad told him about our bratty dog, Southpaw. The guy wants to see him,so I guess we'll be taking the dog w/us when we go to look at the apartment, tomorrow. lol He says he just wants to make sure he's friendly,but I think he liked what my dad had to say about the dog and wants to see for himself. LOL it's only gonna be a 2 bedroom apartment but apparently, there r 3 bedroom apartments too,but none of them are available right now. The cool thing is, he said when 1 came available, he would let us know! cool! ^_^ we'll be living so much cheaper,so hopefully we'll able to do stuff again. We'll get to invest like we want,since we won't have to give up ALL our money like we've been doing,and I hope to GOD I'm about to have a job again. I'm actually scheduled for an interview next week. Hope I get it. Oh,and the best part, is apparently the apartment building that's renting out,is for sale! my family has been wanting to own apartment buildings/hotels for a while now. That would be awesome if we could eventually BUY the building we're living in. Maybe,by saving more money w/ cheaper rent,my parents can actually save up the money for ONCE, and have something to put down to get it! yay!! I hope this means things r FINALLY looking up around here. ^_^