Thursday, February 12, 2015

I'm much happier than I've been in a long time. =)

I found a new job at PUBLIX of all places. I've always heard good things about Publix,and I finally get to work there. I love my coworkers. I don't get stupid drama rumors and crap from them like Sam's and Walmart and plus..we get to goof off!! everybody goofs off-including the managers. ^_^ there is 1 team lead(who I thought was a manager. oops).,and...*blushes*...I've kinda got a little crush on him. he is realllllllllly cute,and he is HILARIOUS!!! he dresses all professional and tries to  make u think he's so "mature",but he's really a DORK. YEAH!! MY KINDA GUY!! ^_^ I just hope he isn't taken. Once THAT issue is out of the way(if ever) then I gatta make sure there's not some policy about team leads and employees dating(that is if he's even interested).  I'm not at all looking for a relationship anymore. I just wanna casually date. Go out and hang. Have a good time. Talk and get to know him. That's all I want for now. I just pray to God he's single. I really wanna date him so bad. He's def cool. He's very sweet/easy to talk to,and I get to act like a retard w/him coz he does the same. =)

The other day, he found a half eaten donut abandoned in it's box on the table in the break room,and he finished it off.  lol he started giving this  1 girl a hard time. she has an accent,and he started mocking her accent the way a bratty child would do trying to be annoying/get attention. it was so funny. A few days ago, it was raining,he poked his head out the door to where  I was, looked at me w/narrow eyes and pointed at me.  I said, "what? I didn't do it." He said, "yes u did. u made it rain." LOL!!! then we "argued" back and forth about how the other person made it rain,then he said, "ur right. I made it rain." then he said, "how u dooooooon." in this strange voice and almost in the way Madea talks when she says it or says "halleluyer." He actually made me think of Madea too. OK ok. I'm hooked.  he's cute, he's sweet, AND he's  crazy. shit! that's my kinda guy right there. LOL!! I want so bad to get to know him more but not just at work. I wanna hang out w/him outside of work too. some place just the 2 of us where we can just talk and get to know each other. That would be great if he's just the kinda guy to help me get over the PAIN of losing Rob once and for all. I want to move on already. don't wanna keep being depressed and angry anymore.  I'm also praying he works tomorrow. I really wanna see him. =) =D ^_^ That's all I wanted to state. I really like the guy.  =)