Tuesday, May 27, 2014

I had yet another dream earlier today that at least wasn't so sad

I was sitting on this bench-like a bus stop bench kinda thing,but it was in front of some1's house. It was like 1 of those nice neighborhoods where the houses r so close together and usually have privacy fences in the back yard,and I think the bench might have been on the sidewalk,or in the yard itself of this 1 house. This black guy-looked like he was a teenager maybe..came out,and decided to come sit on the bench beside me,but at least he sat on the other end as far from me as possible..at 1st. Now, I don't trust ppl-PERIOD. I could tell by his body language,and the weird looks he started to give me that he had intentions I wasn't the least bit interested in and sure enough, he tried to touch me; grab me or something,and I slapped him a few times. He just grinned like it was soooooo "funny". I think I might have been in a bad mood,or I just simply didn't want this guy getting too fresh w/me,and I had to hit him quite a few times before he got it thru his head to keep his damn hands off of me. Anyway, he suddenly starts talking to me,and I "de-thaw" a little and start openly talking to..especially now that he stops being an asshole,lol.

 We looked at the sky,and it had an interesting look to it. It was a day time sky,but I think we saw a few stars,and maybe the moon,plus a small section of the sky was dark or somewhat cloudy,while the rest of it was still clear blue. I got to where I was telling him about how I like to sometimes take pics,and the sky is 1 of my fav things to take pics of. I decided to pull my camera out of my purse and take actual pics then. While this was happening, I saw this big DARK shadow like thing rise up from behind the houses-it was TOWERING over them like a big tsunami wave that was hovering over all the houses,and that's what I thought it was too-a HUGE WAVE like there was an ocean back there,and this huge ass wave was about to crash over us. I screamed,until it "disappeared", then I realized it was literally just a "big shadow". at the time, the boy starts laughing,and his mother walks out the door-I think because she heard me scream coz she asked us about the screaming. I told her "it was me coz I thought a big wave was about to crash over us,and drown us." and the boy laughed hysterically because I screamed. Asshole. anyway, that was my strange dream from earlier today. LOL

I get all the strange(or sad) ones...=(

I had a dream that actually about broke my heart. I haven't had 1 of those since Rob died,and I had 1 about watching him die(again). In this 1 I had 2 friends(whom I now can't remember who they were); a guy and a girl,and the 2 of us were on the run from something. I think we might have been on some weird deserted island since I remember being on some type of "beach" right before we headed into this "house" I guess it was. There was nobody around as far as we could tell,but whatever was out there would surely sneak up on us,so we couldn't be too careful. I remember the 3 of us would walk kinda slow,and look around. For some freaking reason, we were naked. It was like we were on some "survivor" show or something only we weren't. Anyway, we walked in this house and headed up the stairs. It looked nice inside; carpet,nothing rotting...liveable like it was,but there not being anybody around made things too suspicious,and we stayed on guard the whole time.

We went into a master bedroom type room-ya know bedroom w/bathroom,but I don't think there was a bed up there. There wasn't really any furniture in the house,and I don't remember if these 2 "creatures" were right behind us-like stalking us,or if we walked into the room already(too late) and realized those things were in the room. Either way, the guy opened up the closet and made me in the girl get in ahead of him,then closed the door. A second later,he barely opened it much and had to squeeze in behind us;he had brought in some sort of 2X4 plywood of some sort,and I thought he was gonna attempt to seal the closet door shut w/it.

What he did instead was when these 2 creatures(they were like dogs or something. they walked on all 4s but their bodies were shaped so odd,I couldn't tell what they were. they weren't normal "animals") 1 had like makeup all over it's face,and looked somewhere between "human" and "animal". I don't even know how to describe what it looked like. the other just had no face from what I could tell,and it was 1 solid color. Anyway, the guy took the plywood thing,slid it under the closet door,and stabbed 1 of the "creatures" w/it. he managed to kill it,and the other "animal" cried like a dog. the same way a dog cries,and I could tell it was the cry of mourning and from what I could see thru the slits of the closet door,the 1 still alive dragged the body of the other w/it,and went into the bathroom that was right next to our hiding place. Then the guy opened up the door,and rushed me and the other girl out, on the way out she started saying, "ya know this is prolly a trap. ya think?" I knew where she was going w/this. Maybe the creature took off to the bathroom to make us think we were safe,so we would come out,and it would attack us,but it never came out. we made our way slowly out of the room,and the creature never came back out-not even to get revenge on us.

 I almost cried. I never said anything to my 2 friends,but I was thinking about how the creatures weren't even making an effort to get us-not even after we just killed it's friend. I was also thinking, "didn't u hear it CRY like that when u killed the other creature?" I didn't think it meant us any harm,but we sure harmed THEM,and I felt bad. I was still scared; still felt we needed to get the hell out of there,but I almost cried when I realized the 1 creature was mourning over the other 1. how can something that mourns the death of another be "evil"?  I even felt a bit sad when I woke up from that dream. It also reminds me of Rob. It was us 2; a couple,and how deep in mourning I've been since HIS death. Maybe that's what made the dream the saddest for me was it hit so close to home. I didn't even remember Rob while I was dreaming,but I sure thought of him when I woke up. It was so sad. =,(

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

I actually had a dream about the end times

ok..so last night I was feeling very depressed..like the way I've been on and off again since the love of my life died. I've been reading in the bible,and there is so much scripture that does indeed back up the beliefs of the jehovah's witnesses that we don't go anywhere when we die. we just "sleep"..or cease to exist. That is DEPRESSING to me. All my life, I was taught by almost every church I went to that UPON dying..we all go straight to heaven or hell. If u are saved; accepted Jesus's salvation, u get to be w/him in heaven,and go to hell if u didn't accept it, which means u have to pay for ur OWN sins because u refused to let Jesus do that for u,so u r in hell because u r AWAY from Jesus;away from God,so all hope,peace,love, etc no longer exists for u. 

Nope. That's not QUITE how it goes. It is,but it doesn't happen upon death. =(  Until, I met some jehova's witnesses at my job, I never thought any other way. They told me that we ALL be resurrected at the same time when Jesus comes back to regin the world and judge us...at the end times..until then,we just "sleep". our souls don't go ANYWHERE... are thoughts DO indeed go out like the rest of us. I know, I'll never know it anyway,but the thought of my existance completely ceasing makes me DEPRESSED! I liked the idea of their being other dimensions and a spirit world that we would go to UPON death,but nope. life truly ends when life ends. =( 

The odd thing is I was so upset I was kinda in tears,and I didn't go to bed until 5 this morning..but the time I finally went to sleep..I actually had a dream about being in the beginning of the end times. Nobody was in danger YET,but there were certain things going in the dream;certain things I read about that all pointed to the signs of Jesus's return,and I was panicking coz I knew what would happen. I read both "revelations" and the left behind books,and I was terrified. I was trying to warn ppl,and let them know what would happen,but everybody was too calm. Even Ted and Sherry-my friends, were waaay too calm about it. 

my CHRISTIAN friends were not taking me seriously. I asked them, " have u ever read the left behind books? this is how  it starts." Sherry was giggling and all over the place like a child or a high person...Ted shrugged and told me "Sherry's drunk." I couldn't understand y no1 was LISTENING to me! even my christian friends weren't listening to me,and I was soooo frustrated and losing my mind on every1. They all looked at me as if to say, "just relax. life's good. nothing's gonna happen. we'll be FINE." I was the only 1 who saw the seriousness of the situation. 

I think I wanna tell my pastor about this dream because of not only the fact I got it,but the TIMING of which I got it. I would love to hear what HIS take on this is. I know of all the bad things scriptures foretells happening before Jesus returns,and I don't wanna be here when/if  that happens,yet I don't like the idea of my very existance ceasing either. although..between the 2..I think I'd rather cease to exist than to go thru what they go thru in the novels,and is supposed to happen for REAL. It's NOT just fiction!! The only reason I can enjoy horror movies/books is because they r FICTION!!! if it becomes REAL..it's gonna be a NIGHTMARE!!! =( I don't think this is something(altho it COULD be)God showed me just because of how upset I was over this ceasing to exist nonsense,but I do have to wonder about the timing of the dream,yet I would think it would be some sort of vision if it came straight from God wouldn't it? wouldn't it seem so VIVID,and be something I could never shake; forget for even a little a while,yet it has the same effect on me all dreams do..sometimes I remember it,and at other times, I don't think about it at all.

I dunno if this is true or not,but it is an interesting "comment" I read on youtube.

WHAT HAPPENS AT DEATH EXPLAINED: Not everyone on thee earth is a human now. Some are Lucifers, some are the Lords. Lucifer places demons or reptilian in human bodies, often without their knowledge so that some alive now who THINK they are humans themselves in actuality are one EVIL and not of the Lords, and two will be shocked to find themselves in an un pleasant place at the death of their human body because these are human angel hybrids and these have, therefore an immortal spirit. This explains why some have after life experiences, and others do not. The Most High Yahua created man to place life and DEATH before him. Death is like blowing out a candle - the fire didn't GO anywhere, it just disappears.
   Draconian angels have bred with humans, and their children are half human, half angel. They are what we now call reptilians. Reptilians are liars. They claim they are an ancient race who does not know from where they originated. Meanwhile demons are half human half watcher angel hybrids, thee ancient giant nephilem of old, who lived on the spirit realm when their human body expired. 
      During this time Lucifer is allowed to place HIS on the planet and these are being used ultimately to infiltrate the 666 chip. This chip will become a time horrific beyond your worst nightmares. Humans are instructed to flee to the high and the dry places, get AWAY from the cities during those 3.5 years. 
    "As for the living, they are conscious that they will die, but the dead, they are NOT CONSCIOUS OF NOTHING AT ALL, neither is there any remembrance of them." The creator also tells us "when he dies, man goes back to his ground, in that day his THOUGHTS DO PERISH."
   Sometimes when a human body dies that housed a reptilian or nephilem the spirit remains in thee area where it once had lived in our dimension. Fallen angels and evil human angel hybrids live in the 4th dimension. Heaven is 5th, and humans live in the 3rd. In fact, our solar system used to be 5th dimension before the creation of man, and angels lived on many of our planets - and this is where Lucifer rose to power on one of those planets to invent POLITICS, and MONEY. Outer space is now a harsh place, it is the bottomless pit revelations talks about, it is not a place for humans. The bible says "To the heavens, to Yahuah the heavens belong - thee earth He has given to the sons of men." The creators throne is in the sun. After this, if you are interested in space travel, the creator can no longer protect you it's your choice. The 4th dimension is an evil den of inequity and demons and reptilian want a human body so they torment humans to weaken them or cause them to do evil to thee extent the Most High must, due to legal rights turn them over to the fallen angels. In this way the fallen angels and co. are able to aquire a human body to live in. They call it soul scalping. 
    These evil spirit persons also use haunting so as it appears a house is haunted, and every place else is not because they don't want peeps to know the secret Yehusha taught us when he came here, that thee earth is owned by Draconians who torture good people. In truth all humans are intimately haunted and you are constantly being watched and "operated on." It's a constant fight to keep your demon in his place the bible calls it "a wrestling."
     The reason fallen angels produce ghost phenomena is because they are HERE, with us and they are very bad. Think of a thief who got caught with his hand in the cookie jar -  the first thing he does is POINT - to a distraction, anything will do, place the blame on someone other phenomena. Like your mind may be starting to figure out a relative is not a human - in this case the alien will produce a phenomena and pretend to be shocked. Fallen angels try to place the bad guy in some mysterious place your mind goes such that your don't reason along the lines that fallen angels are real, and live here in human bodies and could be right next to you. The humans body is the most efficient means of locomotion in our atmosphere and Draconian can shape shift into a pencil if they want - why would they use anything else? The bible and angels and fallen angels are supposed to be relegated to fairy tale giberish now - Lucifers plane of thought currently is to "burn the bible without burning it" his actual quote. The basic idea if you know fallen angels are real, the creator becomes real and the Draconian can not have that. 
     IF YOU WANT TO READ MORE ABOUT THEE OTHER DIMENSIONS AND THOSE WHO LIVE THERE, and the history of our solar system:

 Even a father, brother, husband, wife, son, husband or sister could be one of THEM. Posers: Placed here by Lucifer -  the (partially human, currently) systems tolerance of crime in jails speaks as testament to how effective these wolves who on occasion flash carefully orchestrated sheep clothing are here with us now currently - they being perpetually forgiven by society. Lucifer has been given the legal right to place his own down here on thee earth in our day. "just as in the days of Noah, so the presence of the son of man will be." (In Noah's day the giants walked thee earth.) REPTILIANS: A reptilian is an angel/human hybrid - Cain became the first reptililian when Eve bred with Lucifer, a Draconian angel. Abel was Adams son, a human, and so began the division of the seeds/DNA. When Cain's human body died, he lived on as a reptilian in the 4th dimension (explains why they constantly torment humans - thee aim is to weaken and then soul scalp another body to live in, as the 4th is a very painful dimension) DRACONIAN ANGELS: the fathers (Dracs are high ranking fallen angels) of these reptiles have technology to capture and place these pure evil demons or reptilians into human bodies emptied by careless guardians. (a demon is a WATCHER angel/human hybrid, and Watchers were a guardian class of angel who fell to become thee Annunaki) If you can accept the biblical fact that fallen angels run our planet, from there you can begin to train yourself to easily be able to spot them (running) society among us. They are pretty easy to isolate once you understand a few basics but for the most part their role is to govern in society. (gangs, obviously angelic of an evil nature for instance, obviously, with increasing frequency closely moderate society) They are very old for one. They use marijuana heavily to numb their particular pain (which like anything else they do only serves to make things worse - they are in a fundamental sense dumb as a rock) They are fire proof - psychopath narcisists, they may have a blattanly evil, say homosexual channel on you tube and yet not be burned in the slightest by comments of ridicule) They are cattle herders in one way or thee other - governors. (When Yehushua was on earth, Lucifer offered him all the kingdoms of earth - GOVERNMENTS as a potential "reward", proving he owns them all) They are aliens. Alien to the universe. They don't resonate with nature. You may have a brother or sister who although a law abiding citizen simply does not, say, get along with animals, or just has a coldness to them. They are from a universe all their own. They are not always sporting demon tatoos and go around saying how they love to hurt people, but love is always eventually nipped in the bud by them. You can isolate them using biblical questions - especially regarding the Most High and they refuse to acknowledge Him - at least not in a (genuinely) tasteful light. By the way they are quite capable of speaking/using the creators name. Since Luci still desperately attempts to run the planet currently while the creator methodically abysses him, his star children are often found secretly placed into postions of authority on earth as cattle herders, in an attempt to keep human minds in "place" now. These may be teachers, or found in Luci's money machine, engineering, advanced construction and so on. They may, say, use a music master demon to nip HUMAN talent in the bud. (they hate humans as a human has the Yahweh's trademark in his/her DNA, which can, actually WILL eventually be used by Yahua Himself in order to destroy them) (remember - Lucifer invented MONEY and POLITICS (creation ruling creation) when he fell in our solar system on planet RAHAB before the RE creation of thee earth in Genesis after Rahab was cast out in the war) (The solar system was actually angelic, 5th dimension long before the (re) creation of earth after the war with Rahab that left the solar system desolate and then the introduction of humankind shortly after) Meanwhile the creator is (here). He is an actual person you can literally point to, with a definite body and an actual name in a definite space in time, (His throne is in the Sun) and He is ruling once again, now, over and on this planet (Earth), secretly, as of the year 1914 and so these kids of Lucifer placed on the planet now live an akward, painfull life indeed - since the creator police's them intimately now, yet "as a thief in the night," secretly, and no crime goes un punished - in fact the locust plague of revelation sees to it that sting operation is the perpetual name of the game now. Lucifer has always been known as thee ACCUSER, It's how he eats - and his locusts are the creator's wrath such that they BURN all evil doing with the sting in their "tails" (meaning actually predominantly with their mouths (accusations) but these stings will eventually become physical climaxing with the deathstroke and FEMA camps) Lucifer does not want the demons and reptilian "humans" among us to know the creator is ruling and secretly has a gun to his back now - and so he first lobotomizes them, then places them here after erasing their past memories.  (other of these ones here now know exactly what they are) These aliens in society are actually notoriously easy to spot: very bossy, they have an inner rage that always inevitably leaks its way out in one way or thee other, since they do not bully others freely as the blattant giants they once were in Noahs day and this  "anomally" burns & confuses & torments them greatly. Why?..because today, unlike in Noahs day the Most High is ruling once again and so will destroy bullying by a fire, meaning a symbolic permanent and complete condemnation of  thee earth that is now, meaning the wrongdoing itself -  the literal earth ofcourse is forever. Meanwhile the money king loosh (love of tortures) loving "Dracoinians" enjoy watching the reptiles burn. If this message speaks to you and your inclined to the gang language mentality, if you can behave your self now, while still on earth, it may bode as a relief with you discover at death that you only return to the painful 4th dimension at your human bodies demise to exist in the spirit realm during the thousand year reign of Yehushua. Alas these evil immortal reptilian, demons and Anuk (and the Draconian) fallen angels and angel/human hybrids will eventually all be put to death, cast into the lake of fire at thee end of the thousand year reign -

CRYSTAL SKULLS


CRYSTAL SKULLS forever EXPLAINED: "I am Yauhua - and their is no one else." Obviously from the creators perspective you are left with no more questions. For those of you who feel the crystal skulls were a human accomplishment - you yourself were born into an angelic medium. Take a closer look at even the simplest of items you have laid out onto your computer desk - I challenge even a team of  the wisest of you - if given a hundred years in a native north america, gathering raw materials, to build me a simple pencil with its exquisite lead symmetry, inserted perfectly into the wood, the shiny yellow paint that does not rub off onto your hand, thee aluminum tip, the perfect lettering.... ok now build me the machine that puts out 500 pencils in an hour. Even the T shirt your wearing, the threads are perfection. No, you could not build me a pencil, you wouldn't know where to start to say nothing of the quartz technology housed inside your computer motherboard. Angelic technology cannot be backwards engineered. At all. Not by humans. the bible likens it to mixing clay with steel shards - impossible.
     Thee angels, fallen angels were cast to earth in the year 1914 during world war one. The creator began ruling secretly in that year, and soon planet Rahab, the planet Lucifer rose to power on, will return to shift thee earths poles in armagedon which will be a war fought by the creator to remove wickedness from off thee earth. Therefore, yes, you live in an angelic medium, and not everyone is human, and yes those crystal skulls are every bit the sorcery you think they are and no they are not made by humans hands. 

The creators motherboard: QUARTZ. It was Fallen angels learned about how to use quartz from watching the creator, not humans, and by the way computers are their fabrications not ours. PLANETS; Thee earth is constucted primarily of quartz. The network in a quartz crystal consists of silicon/oxygen atoms. More than seventy elements occur naturally in the Earth's crust, or lithosphere. However, the 8 most abundant elements account for more than 98 percent of the crust by weight. The most common of these are oxygen/silicon. Together, they make up nearly 3/4 of the lithosphere by weight. Dirt in your backyard consists primarily of sand. QUARTZ,, persistent crystal remnants of ancient dissolved stones. Heaven? ...primarily quartz also. 
     Your computer has a consciousness it both speaks and listens. When squeezed, quartz becomes an eternal battery of sorts. It also develops a frequency which can be set - positive or negative. Thee ark of the covenant contained precious stones of various kinds, and natural, non magnetic metals. In the natural world, the quartz in the soil (of inhabitable planets) is under pressure, and surrounded by largely by non ferrous metals such as aluminum. 
     As for the crystal skulls, they are an angelic fabrication - There are celestial angels, and terrestrial angels. Celestial angels are still in heaven, they are in the 5th dimension.
    The solar system was heaven at one time. Angels lived on Earth, Moon, Mars, Venus, and planet RAHAB and its many moons. Our iron/nickel asteroid belt offer proof Rahab was shattered here when Lucifer rose to power on it to invent MONEY, and POLITICS. Iron/nickel only exists into the core of a planet. Another planet was obliterated all together at that time. The solar system was laid to waist, and Earth had to be re created in Genesis. Actually re plenished. Where are we going with this? We can surmize a planets spin can dictate its dimension, even if it is evil or blessed. Thee energy of quartz works into all other dimensions. 
     Psalms states "Thou has broken Rahab in pieces, you scattered the sea of the great dragon."  Yahuah scattered the sea of angelic peoples when Lucifers (this, as in our) solar system was destroyed. There were angels trapped in caverns on Rahab when the creator cast it out in such a way as its frequency began to generate another dimension vs the beneficial 5th dimension of Yah. This quartz energy, which can generally be positve or negative, became NEGATIVE. Humans, plants and animals exposed to such negative energy will get sick and miserable and die, the very sky will even turn a dull ugly purple caste.  In contrast positive quartz energy is like the breath of Yah, the life force. Planet earth you can say is His motherboard. 
    When Rahab spun backwards, its energy generated 4th dimension and thee immortal angels in it morphed - they became ugly, they became monsters - Draconians. And they eat humans. The creator told Lucifer in Genesis "on your belly/APPETITES you will go, on dust/HUMANS you WILL EAT. Also they HATE humans so they live deep underground near fire (lava) because fire kills all life, and life has the creators life force energy. They torment and eat humans. Yehushua came down on this earth to reveal to you humans that that is what they do. They run all our governments. Getting back to orgone,,, 
    In the 40's, Wilhelm Reich discovered an energy studied by Nicola Tesla called ORGONE. He was out testing his orgone device in the desert near Roswell one day to bless thee area with rain, since thee area had been cursed with a severe drought for years. Well thee orgone brought rain allright, but it also was the cause of the first UFO crash in recorded history - Wilhelm was jailed, his papers confiscated, and he died mysteriously in jail of a heart attack. 
     The crystal skulls were recently brought to Los Angeles in an attempt to open a portal to allow aliens (all aliens are terrestrial, fallen angels.) to enter earth. Well their is an elite angelic faction of warriors who specialize in crushing these evil energies and burning these wicked beings and crashing their ships using quartz stones set up to generate a POSITIVE frequency that blesses humans and burns fallen angels. The result was those crystal skulls fizzled like a wet newspaper. The fallen angels cannot stop the power of Yah. 
    All those meteors you hear about lately are the result of orgone crashing angelic ships. Those ships have a fail safe relegates them back into the 4th dimension before they crash on to thee earth. Do not research orgone on thee internet. It is sabotaged used only thee orgoneblasters reciped as specified by Yehushua for generating positive energy. 
     The crystal skulls are an amazing piece of angelic technology that should strengthen your faith in the fact their really is a living god - "and there is no one else." " I haven't even finished reading it yet. Its so long but VERY interesting. I will def finish this later. lol

Thursday, May 1, 2014

really cool dream I had this morning =)

it started off kinda scary. I walked into a dark house(presumably "my" house) in the dark; no lights on or anything,and I knew my "mom"(this woman wasn't at all my mom,but in the dream she was) was in there somewhere. she had a creepy or abusive boyfriend or whatever he was who started slowly approaching me from outta "nowhere" in the dark(there were no lights on inside either),and I was sure he was either gonna rape me,or just abuse me in some other way,so I kinda hauled ass out of the house. Suddenly, I'm outside,and I, running for a little then I just kinda float up in the sky. It was dark,but there was a bright pretty moon out,and the whole town or neighborhood I was hovering over was well lit up. the sky was COVERED in stars as well as the brightness of the moon just lit the way for me. I started praying-or at least had started praying before I floated if not after because I was still scared that creepy guy would get me,and I suddenly looked up and saw what looked like envelope type shapes in the sky. they were getting as close to the same amount of stars in the sky,and they right up there W/ the stars-as if they were stars too-not just simply hovering in the air like a balloon,and they were basically outlines of envelopes as if some1 kinda sketched them,but didn't draw details-just simply the outline/edge of the envelope,and they were lit up like neon signs or something. each had a diff color: some were red, others blue, yellow,green,but it was just the LINES that made up the "skecth" of them-not in the "inside" of the "envelopes". it's very difficult to describe what they are,but I started to think that maybe these were prayers being "mailed" to God. It was so cool.  =)