Thursday, June 4, 2015

my VERY unusual dream

I had a dream about being a boy who was apparently haunted. yeah, I was a BOY. I think maybe a pre-teen boy or however old boys are when their voice starts to change coz I heard in "my" voice what sounded half like a little boy/half like a teenager. Anyway, I kept seeing from inside ufos or huge planes or SOMETHING flying too close to my house. they would look like they're landing in my yard or like they were gonna smash right into my windows or slider doors because of how CLOSE they got the house.  It was scary,and I only got frustrated coz I seemed to be the ONLY 1 seeing and hearing all this. I'm not sure when I went outside(I don't think I would've gone outside. I was too scared). It was like if ur house is built smack dab in the middle of the airport,so all the planes r flying AROUND u right BY u. that's how loud these ufo things were.  some looked like really huge planes but others I'm not sure what they were. I was afraid someone or something was targeting ME. I was soooo scared. I kept going from room to room only to continue to see things flying straight at the windows. I swear they were coming for ME!!

At 1 point I somehow ended up at a different house in my neighborhood(I don't remember leaving the house)that was sorta empty,but I think my "parents" still owned coz I just walked right in there. It was 1 "we" used to live in. Anyway,I guess the move was recent coz "my" neighbors didn't know my "family" had moved. I think around this time is when I prayed. I actually said this, "God PLEASE help me? I know I don't really believe in u,but will u please protect me? please make it go away?"  like that the commotion slowed down,but I wouldn't say it ceased entirely. Around that time I looked out the windows of this other house I'm now in and saw a cop outside. I think she picking up her little girl from the bus. There was another 1 of my neighbors walking by also(I think she was an elderly lady),and they both walked towards the house I'm in and knocked or rang the doorbell. I opened it and let them in. They asked me if "my" parents were home,and I told them that we actually don't live in that house anymore but moved just a block over or something. the 1 lady and her kid kinda hung around,but it was the other lady who actually kept talking to me. I was still looking out the windows and feeling paranoid but also much safer because I had a few people w/me. They got a point were they were ready to go home and wanted me to go home too. I didn't want to. I was afraid of stepping outside. the 1 lady and her child left,and the 1 I had been talking to I had BEGGED her to walk me home. I was still scared to step out there-especially alone.

I think I mentioned the things going on to my "neighbors" as well but like my "parents",they noticed nothing and thought I was being paranoid/getting scared over nothing. Once again, I heard my voice in my ears when I spoke, so I was def a boy in this dream, lol. So I convinced my neighbor to walk me home as I turned onto and then was passing a street before my "house",I saw some creepy looking homeless guy or someone just looking at me w/this mean stare as if he DARED me to look at him and say something. I wondered if he was some1 to fear too or just a creepy bum guy. not sure. I walked passed him as fast as I could too. When I got back to my house,my neighbor wouldn't even walk me to the door. She stayed out in the street and watched me go in before she continued on home. I was still freaked out,so I hauled ass into the house. I saw or herd no more signs of the weird planes and other flying objects,but I was still shaken up and feeling very panicky. When I walked in, my "parents" were going thru boxes or something. They had a mess of things in the living room. I think I had a little sister coz I now saw a little girl of maybe..infant or toddler age? I can't recall. I know she wasn't scared either. I was the only 1 who had experienced this trauma. My "dad" looks at me and says, "oh good. ur back. u can start on the garage." Apparently the garage is also a scary place my character has been before because I got scared and was almost crying and BEGGING him not to make me go to the garage,but he wasn't letting up on me,so I slowly and fearfully made my way to the garage. Only I never got there before I woke up. lol

My point is that apparently God FINALLY protected me this time even tho I still felt in fear. I no longer saw or heard those creepy ufos coming towards my house after I made that prayer. I say God finally protected me because he wasn't protecting me from the other night terrors I was getting. So.yay..maybe there's hope for my faith after all. =)

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