Look at that girl. Just look at her well. She is now able to smile on the outside,but if u took a look on the inside, u would see a broken heart just barely beating. Her heart is still shattered to pieces. She once found true love,but death kidnapped her soul mate. It's been months,and tho she no longer cries on the outside, her soul still wails w/ agony. Her heart which once throbbed w/love for the man of her dreams now hurts like hell from the hole that was shot thru it; the piece of her heart that's no longer there; the piece that died w/her 1 true love. That hole can never be filled. It can only heal a little bit,but like w/any scab, it can be ripped away, leaving her feeling raw and in wretched pain all over again. Grief is a bitch. It's unlike any form of depression or misery the world can throw at u. It's a pain that NEVER goes away. Look at that girl..she was so happy,but now she is in sorrow.
Sobbing so much: rather outward or just inward..the tears never really stop. The sadness never really goes away. She misses her best friend; her 1 true love. Tears trickle down her face,and sometimes all the way down deep into her heart and soul. There's a reason it's called "SOUL mates" because when ur soul mate dies, u feel like part of ur soul has been ripped in 2,and the pain continues to haunt her for all her days. Look at that girl. Can't u see she's forever broken hearted? Other guys desire her,but none of them compare to her 1 true love. She doesn't know how-doesn't WANT to another guy. She wants HIM,and ONLY HIM. Only HE had what she desired. only HE had that special something that made her crazy; made her happy. She gets through life just fine most days,but there is never 1 day that he's NOT on her mind; there is never 1 day that she doesn't miss him.
She misses his voice,his laughter,his smile,his hugs,his kisses,the way he looked at her,the way he protected her,the way he made her laugh; smile like no one else could. He was special; he was the ONE! Now he's gone,and she spends her days trying to put back the pieces her shattered heart. It's so difficult because she's got the worst kind of a broken heart-not the kind from a guy dumping u, or treating u bad..no. that would be too easy.. her shattered heart is aided and abedded by grief..grief that comes from the loss of a life...the life of a soulmate.
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