Emotional Highs and Lows

She wanted nothing more to do w/love or relationships.
She has closed off her heart as best as she could.
She extended her walls even further up than before.
She only wanted to focus on school;focus on herself and HER life.
She was done with guys until..she met HIM.
She's finding that the more she has talked to him,the deeper in love she has fallen.
But at alas,like every other guy she falls for..he goes from her friend to a stranger.
He was once so sweet but now, stuck in his own rotten mood,he ignores her;
 treats her so bad for no reason.
She knew this sort of thing would happen.
It always does.
yet, she cannot get over how she feels.
She once felt so happy and higher than a jet plane,now she feels nothing but depression and loneliness.
A broken heart and tears are all that's left of her now.
She manages to go thru her day, once in a while, smiling and laughing with her friends and enjoying life,but she still has HIM on her mind.
And it makes her feel both ecstatic and deeply depressed at the same time.
She knows it is nothing personal against HER.
She knows he has his own problems,and she wants so bad to be there for him: to comfort him, but
he will not let her.
All he does is isolate her.
She feels as if she has lost an amazing friend on top of the chance at possible happiness.
She suffers from the constant highs and lows of her emotions.
The pain that being in love brings.
The reason she did not want to be in love again.
The reason she tries so hard to avoid these feelings and feels so out of control when she falls anyway.
She is tired of falling into more heartache instead of falling into TRUE love!