how I've been feeling,lately

She's losing her heart but refuses to try again. She's trying to hold onto her heart w/a death grip,but her heart is being slowly yanked from her grasp,right before her eyes. She cannot stop it,but she knows she must. He seems so right for her,yet he could be VERY wrong for her. She refuses to allow history to repeat itself w/a different guy,but she's finding it hard to resist his charm. She keeps reminding herself of why love is never meant to be; how this situation is too much like the last and how it would just go wrong ,yet she can't deny how much she loves him; how much she loves BEING w/him. Talking to him. Goofing off w/ him. They seem so good together. He seems wonderful. But is he is the real deal,or is he just another act like the rest? She's torn in half: She promised herself she would NEVER make the same mistake twice,yet she can't help but fall in love w/this sweet,guy. Should she step back,and avoid this whole thing as much as possible? or is he the right 1 after all,and she should drop her guard and just let him in? She's fighting hard to resist,but she's already falling in love and cannot stop it.