I don't miss him anymore. I feel so betrayed. screw him and his family. I've found better. I just need to move on from the pain and fear,so I can be w/him. I am DONE. burning my bridges at last.
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
I dunno y I am getting weird dreams like that. lol
I dunno y I'm dreaming about school when school is obviously...DONE. lol I've already had my exam for this 1 class and everything,but I had a dream about the last day of school and having this last assignment to do. It was an odd assignment. I had to write some sort of paper(not like an essay but more like a research-type paper),and it could be about whatever I wanted to write about,as long as I had references n such. Actually,I think it was questions n stuff,I had to answer/research for. I had decided to write my paper about Ghost Hunters. lol gee, what a surprise, right? lol anywho,just like w/real life,it shoulda been EASY for me and not take so long,but I ended up taking forever on it like I ALWAYS do. lol I think this counted as our final exam thing.(Ok,I think I'm getting Idelise's class/assignments mixed w/my love for GH and Grant Wilson,that mixed w/my SLIGHT crush on this 1 guy in that class.) lol anyway.. I saw my class hanging outside,chilling w/each other(since THEY were obviously done.),and I was trying to get finished,so I could go hang w/them. 1 of them was Carlos(the guy I'm tad bit attracted to[lol]),and he was the 1 that kept looking back at ME. I actually felt embarassed and tried like hell to finish this stupid assignment. next thing I knew,my class was walking in and going past me to leave. (they were out in back and had to come back in thru the class room to leave. lol) Carlos also walked by,and I expected him to keep going but he didn't. He kinda stopped just short of passing my desk and asked me if I was done or something. I can't remember what he said,but he was kinda grinning at me,and half laughing at me. yeah,I know,I'm slow. I get it. lol I took what I had done and instead of checking it over much more,I decided to turn it in. I surrender. LOL I was feeling really embarassed,and I'm sure I was blushing coz it was WEIRD having his attention like that. I dunno. I can't remember everything else that happened. I have weird dreams. lol I had other weird dreams W/ that 1-including my dog...uh yeah,u don't wanna know what HE was doing. I'll just say it was SICK! I dunno y I had a dream about my dog too. I've actually been sleeping at night again for a change. I no longer stay up till 4 and sleep in all day,so I guess that's y I'm dreaming again. lol----at least I'm not getting the creepy demon dreams I was getting when I used to let myself sleep at night and deeply like I was b4. yay! ^_^ about damn time I get some PEACEFUL rest! lol
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