so my coworker, Ed is still grumbling about how Dave got to him before he even got in the door 1 day,to tell him how 1 of our managers(who's a really nice laid-back kind of manager anyway; I have never seen him yell at ANY1). was supposably "chewing me out",and Dave just "happens" to be by the office and over hearing shit. Just for the record, I was NEVER chewed out. I haven't got in trouble in AGES. Anyway, now he's claiming Dave also claims Lynn(non manager who's kinda in a way over us, lol) supposably "chewed out" me and Rob. wtf?? never happened. She might have said something to Rob at some point but not me. I wasn't even there whatever day that was. Also, I ended up telling Ed about how every once in a while, I have to set Rob straight because for some reason,he gets it in his head that I'm talking shit about him when his back's turned. like, why would I do that?
I've been telling him since day 1 that I don't have a problem w/him,and now I'm head over heels in love w/him too. I can see I'm gonna have to admit to that,so he'll stop thinking I would do that to him. Who knows? even then,he might STILL get like that. I hope not. I'm afraid to tell him the truth. These things NEVER go well for me,but what if it's the only way to convince him that I'm not trash talking him AT ALL?! I'm CRAZY about him! Besides,he STICKS UP FOR ME! I would NEVER repay him for that by backstabbing him,and it both hurts and pisses me off that he would think that of me. =( Anyway,when I told Ed about this, he said it's because a lot of ppl at work talk shit behind his back. He keeps saying that this 1 guy named Brian talks shit too. well,either it's not true or Rob doesn't know it coz he's friends w/Brian. In fact,I know he hangs out w/him outside of work. At least I think he does. I know he called me up once trying to call BRIAN. According to Ed, Brian tells him to not get too close to Rob coz he "stinks" and thinks Rob hasn't changed his clothes in a week. wtf??? why would ANY1 say or do something like that?? thx alot,assholes! now he's suspicious of every 1...including ME because of shit like that. I'm prolly the only 1 in that damn place who cares about him and maybe even Ed does too,but there r times when I know he doesn't trust me. hey! I'm supposed to be the 1/the damn trust issues,and I do have them,but I trust him. I feel like I can trust a GUY for the 1st time ever! a guy my own age(well close to my age) who I'm MADLY in love w/.
Also,Ed tells me he's had a few coworkers ask him if I was seeing any1...1 specifically is this guy who works in electronics and is old enough to be my father. ew!! he says he told him he thinks I have a bf. thank u, Ed! whew! I'll have to back that up now,but MAN is it hard to lie about something like that. especially when Rob's the 1 I wish was my boyfriend,and I can't exactly lie about that either because he might say something to Rob,and Rob's gonna be like, "no,she's not my gf,and then he'll get pissed off at ME for "spreading rumors". It would create too much of a mess,so I hope this guy doesn't say anything to me about it. I will def not accept anymore food he offers me. No way. He might get the wrong impression. =( helllooooooooooooooo, people!! ROB'S the 1 I desire! HE'S the 1 who has my heart,and he's a hell of a lot closer to my age than any of u,so LEAVE ME ALONE! >.< I think that's it on all the crap I have to think about. thank u, Ed. LOL
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