so...a few months ago, I finally start college something I have been wanting to do for YEARS. After 3 in a half years of wasting my life away in retail and feeling my soul get slowly sucked out,I finally got pissed off @ my job and took my GED test1 more time and finally passed and went STR8 to college! Ok so I had plans of ignoring all ELSE including GUYS! All I wanted 2 do was focus on getting my degree and increasing my earning power and basically "soar w/the eagles" instead of constantly being dragged down by a bunch of "turkeys" lol so i accomplish all that and know for sure I wanna get my degree,even had plans 2 go back up north coz 4 years ago when I was there,I discovered the ppl and atmosphere r just so much better than down here. Right?
All beautiful plans and what not! and then...I met HIM! The cutest and sweetest guy I have ever met in 4 years lol Right there in my class! Um fate?? What part of I did NOT wanna notice guys and just wanna focus SOLELY on my degree DID U NOT GET?!! >.< Anywho this guy started talking 2 ME 1st!! it started w/asking me 2 share a book(he totally made me jump a mile coz out of nowhere he just walks up 2 me and asks if I can share my book w/him AND he used my name which kinda freaked me out coz it was only the 1st or 2nd day of school! wow he learned my name FAST!)
So it was little STUPID things like this I kept noticing. OK 1st was learning my name and picking ME out of every1 ELSE to share a stupid book w/! then I ran into him in da LIBRARY 2! mind u we were not really well aquainted yet and he REMEMEBERD me!! I didn't remember who he was @ 1st myself. He was wearing shades and sitting so still so I kinda figured he was asleep or something which he wasn't lol He suddenly nods 2 me and says "Good morning" AGAIN I nearly jump thru the roof lol I was getting kinda freaked out coz like I said I didn't recognize him@ 1st lol I nearly asked him who he was and right I was about to ask I finally remembered who he was lol Then after that it seemed like I ran into him ALL THE TIME!! He asked me if I started getting my hours in da ARC lab(some stupid thing required for our class they makes u do lol) and I had forgotten about that,but when I started doing that AGAIN there he was!! He kept coming in there around the same time as me AND he always sat w/me! w/ME!! He seemed kinda anti-social in the beginning! I never saw him talk to any1else(and that's if he ever talked at all) and he sure as hell didn't remember any1ELSE'S names in there! Not for MONTHS! and he learned MINE damn near the 1st day of class lol
He still wouldn't talk much in the beginning-just listended to his music! yet he always sat w/ME when he COULD have sat by himself which clearly it looked 2 me like some1 like him would want to do. I don't get it! why ME??? so I wondered for a long time if the guy liked me. Then-it TOTALLY BACKFIRED on me! While I was questioning if this guy liked me-I ended up liking HIM!! -_- That was NOT supposed 2 happen!! why me?? lol Anyways I found myself hanging out w/him all the time, and as much as possible, and we had this stupid little but OBVIOUS bond going on btw us! lol
As usual he talked more to ME than any1else. I pretty much got him to myself alot! =) He even let me listen 2 his music(even tho I didn't ask him to) he simply scrolled thru a list of songs looking for the 1 he wanted and then at the last second looks at me and says, "ok I'll share this w/u" Mind u I NEVER.ASKED. lol It was cute I have 2 admit! Haha even stupid things like the time I had string in my hair(I never knew it) and he reached over and pulled it out of my hair 4 me! so adorable ^_^ Then it went to me running into him when I cut thru the cafeteria 2 get 2 my next class and BOY WHAT A SMILE!! AHHHH!! ^_^ he looked so surprised yet so damn HAPPY 2 have run into me the same as I had when running into HIM! so we both grinned like iditos and said hi in passing! DAMN that was ADORABLE!! ^_^ <3 I really love his smile and I love how I can make him laugh lol Ok enough about that! You'll be here all day reading this,if I tell u EVERYTHING! Point is I wonder if the guy likes me or if he's JUST simply a NICE GUY! coz he is! He's a gentleman,and 1 to every1 not just me! But sometimes I feel kinda singled out w/his niceness and I love it! ^_^
Anyways that was back in the spring,now it's summer and of course I'm still in class but he isn't. I freaking miss him so much! Altho I did get to see him at his job a few times-haha u can't get away from me that easily =P =D lol I dunno if he likes me or not or even if he STILL likes me(assuming he really did b4) I iz confused coz I dunno if he does for sure or not and I don't wanna be the 1 2 ask! I get humiliated easily when this sorta thing! Not eager to take that burn again! =( so we pose the simple question yet unknown/complicating answer: Does he like me or does he not?? LOL
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