Friday, April 20, 2012

he just aint right! lol


    • somehow that sounds SO wrong. "i thought u like fruity shit"
    • LOL
  • 17 minutes ago
    Michael Schmitt
    • ill get 1 pack and see how it goes
    • yeah
    • my shit was multi color cuz of these Dinobytes LOL
  • 16 minutes ago
    Kathleen Dillon
    • LOL
  • 16 minutes ago
    Michael Schmitt
    • RAINBOW SHIT
  • 16 minutes ago
    Kathleen Dillon
    • thx 4 sharing that
    • LMAO
  • 16 minutes ago
    Michael Schmitt
    • too bad i didnt have a SD card yet
    • cant take a photo
    • had to flush it down
    • i told my mom to let it sit there till i got back
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Thursday, April 19, 2012

Odd-ness

Normally,when I get home from school and fall asleep for hours like that,I'm up all night afterwards. Tonight tho, I fell asleep AGAIN,and had a strange dream,recently. lol I think my dream represented TODAY! I had my final writing exam today(which I DOUBT I did well on. =( ),and I believe my dream is supposed to take place AFTER the exam. Carlos is in my class(I def have an ever so slight crush on him),and there was some kind of bench out in the parkinglot,just outside where out class is.(there's no bench there tho,it's strictly parking lot there),and I was sitting there w/my things,and kinda looking at my laptop alot. There was actually another bench right behind me(actually,it was sorta set up like bleachers),and Carlos was sitting on that 1,like he too,was waiting for a ride. Anyway, I was kinda glancing back and forth btw,my laptop and him. lol I just thought he was really cute and couldn't quit staring. Also,I was half hoping he would turn around and look back at me. He's so nice,and I kinda thought if he turned and caught me staring,he would smile back. (btw,he has an INCREDIBLE smile.) The next time,I turned back to look at my laptop,and do something on it, I got startled by some1 that came right up to me. When I looked up,it was my friend,Satin. I hadn't expected to see her,and I told her so too. lol  She didn't stick around for long before she turned around and left. When I glanced back again,Carlos was looking back at me this time. But this time, he turned back,gathered his stuff,and walked off. I noticed a car pull beside me which, was apparently HIS ride coz he got headed to this car. I remember glancing away for a sec and then looking back again. The next time I looked,I saw Carlos,pulling a little girl out of the car,and setting her flat on the ground. He looked like he was going to give her CPR; I could see him getting ready to start mouth to mouth on her. Something had happened ; all of a sudden,whoever was driving the car told him not to worry about it,and the girl was back on her feet and perfectly fine. Then they both got back in the car and left. I remember looking at Carlos w/adoration,or something along those lines. I thought it was really sweet that he was ready to save a little girl's life,and I found myself liking him that much more afterwards. Weird dream. lol I still have my TREMENDOUS crush on Grant Wilson,tho. Yes, Carlos IS reallllllllly cute,and yes,I did find myself staring at him this afternoon on the way to class,when he was far ahead of me. He DOES have a nice butt,and he is REALLY cute! ;) However, I STILL have a way bigger crush on/and  all of  my fantasies surround, Grant Wilson. =) lol
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Thursday, April 12, 2012

a blog about crushes lol

ok,so there's this guy named,Carlos in my class(he was in my class b4,a yr ago.) that I kinda like. maybe just a little. it's weird. I was kinda ecstatic at the beginning of the semester when I found out I had a class w/him. I seem 2 have a tad bit of a crush on him. Not a big 1. I still have a HUUUUUUUGE crush on Grant Wilson,from Ghost Hunters. lol anywhos..he is very polite and just really nice. He seems a bit shy(I could be VERY wrong tho.) which is kinda adorable. He doesn't talk much,but I think he is really cute. The thing is tho(except for now),I don't usually THINK about him. Not outside of class or any other time. I'm mostly fantasizing about Grant Wilson. However,when I go into class and see him then, I smile sometimes and think, "man he's cute." On Tuesday(our last class meeting),he asked to borrow a pen from me(he always does that) and as I reached over and handed him a pen,he quickly grabbed it off the palm of my hand.  His fingers brushed my hand and I SWEAR,my heart fluttered when he did. That has NEVER happened b4. That was the 1st. LOL! it's just is all. Anyway,I don't go gaga over him EITHER,like I would if I ever met Grant Wilson. I would have a heart attack and faint. I don't get like that around Carlos,but I do like him-atleast a little. Weird. LOL!

Ok,on to the next weird thing. My brother's friend,apparently has some kinda crush on me(even tho we don't know each other AT ALL)! About a few weeks ago,I got a friend request on facebook,from some kid that goes 2 my brother's school. I asked him if hew knew the kid and he said he did. My bro,FINALLY decides to tell me about a conversation they had. Apparently,my brother's friend, Ty(that's his name.) told Kevin(my brother) and I quote, "I saw ur sister in the car." Kevin: "so?" Ty: "what grade's she in?" Kevin:" DUDE! She's 25!!" Ty: "damn." LOL!! after all that,TODAY when we picked Kevin up,Ty was standing about 20ft. or so away from us,but he saw Kevin leaving and he called out to Kevin,"HEY DILLON! TELL UR SISTER i SAID HI!" woooooow!! really kid??? u DO know I'm waaaaaay 2 old for u,right??? LOL! I can't decide if this kid truly has a crush on me or if it's 1 of those challenges to guys, like "oh yeah,I bet I could get her. Older woman?? Challenge accepted. I'm that bad." I'm not sure which. ROFL! XD
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Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Streeeessss

My heart keeps pounding uncontrollably. No,I'm not currently having a crush(atleast not on some1 I know),and I just ran into him. No, I'm not terrified of anything at the moment. No,I haven't had caffeine today(except for what tiny amount is my tea.) No, I haven't even so much as worked out,or really  do anything physical. I'm just way more stressed out and on edge more than I realized. I've had to sleep, to get my heart to slow down some,but then I started moving around again,my heart picked up way too fast again. It's scary! My best friend won't go on rides because they make her heart pound way too hard. I thought that was normal coz rides CAN be scary,and they DO get the adrenaline and heart pumping,but is THIS the level of heart pounding she means? I mean, on a RIDE at a theme park,it's NORMAL for ur heart 2 race like that. However, it's NOT normal for ur heart to race like that for no particular reason. Even thinking about a CRUSH,doesn't make my heart POUND like that. It makes it FLUTTER,yes,but NOT POUND! Not POUND like it would if u were in danger. Not enough to give u an adrenaline rush that makes u wanna run,yet makes u wanna hit someone at the same time. In fact, I've TRIED to think about my crush(who I don't even know in real life lol)as a way to calm myself down,add that to me sleeping-AGAIN! I'm tired of feeling this way. =(
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Nobody really reads these anyway lol

I feel so stressed out. I feel so uptight. I feel nervous. I feel anxious. I don't know y,I always feel this way. I'm like a loose cannon. If ur not careful,you WILL set me off. I have alot of anger. I have alot of anxiety. Little things set me off. I'm never satisfied with ANYTHING. Not with myself. Not with my living situation. Not with my life. Nothing. I'm lonely,yet I push ppl away. There are VERY few ppl in my life,that no matter my situation,I always find comfort and sanity when they're around. The problem is,everybody lives too damn far away from me to visit. I don't have the money to visit. I don't have a job. I can't find 1. I'm stuck unemployed,in a shitty economy. I'm stuck living w/my parents,and I'm 25. I keep trying to keep myself going,but all I feel is discouragement. CONSTANT roadblocks in the way of EVERYTHING I try to do..even the SMALLEST things,I attempt. I'm sick of everything. I just want an escape. I want an escape from EVERYTHING,but I don't know how...,so I continue to feel stressed out, and I continue to feel uptight. I continue to feel nervous,and I continue to feel anxious.
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Tuesday, April 10, 2012

this is what makes Grant Wilson so cool. =)

I absoultely LOVE this vid he made w/his son. LMAO!!

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=167626951109
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my crazy dream

I'm not surprised I had this dream. LOL!  I am finally following Grant Wilson,(my celebrity crush-from the show, Ghost Hunters, for those of u who don't know who he is), on twitter. But I'm still a little nervous about tweeting or mentioning him,because I have HIS pic as my twitter photo,and I KNOW he's 1 of those FEW celebs that ACTUALLY responds 2 his fans. lol I think it's pretty obvious that,I'm not JUST a fan,but I also have a crush on him. lol  u get ppl that think they can interpret ur dreams(and maybe they can),but in my case,I don't need interpretation. 


I know what brought this 1 on, coz this thought HAS crossed my mind a few times. LOL! in my dream, I made a tweet ABOUT Grant,but not a mention,nore a tweet to HIM directly. However,I found out he apparently DID go 2 my page and read my tweets,coz he then made a tweet that said, "I am HAPPILY married,and I do not go for little girls." or something along those lines,and I felt sooooooooo humilated. lol but that is EXACTLY what I'm afraid is gonna happen when/if I tweet him. he's gonna see the tweets I've made about HIM(not much about the show he's on,or the other TAPS members, but HIM). I don't want 2 seem like 1 of those OBSSESSIVE/crazed/got the wrong idea;thinks she knows him in person,type fans. I'm hoping that 1 day I WILL meet him face 2 face,and then I can treat him like I would anybody else,and not be 1 of those obssessed fans that gets up in their face, screaming," OMG! OMG! I'm ur biggest fan! I love ur show! I love u! I know everything about u! I research u! I blah blah blah." I just simply wanna treat him like another human being and not like a piece of meat or something. I want the chance to have him as a personal friend,if I ever meet him,and I need to start on twitter,especially if I talk to him. I don't JUST have a big crush on this man; I also look up to him. It's all about that 1st impression.(even if he DIDN'T make the connection of my twitter page w/ME) lol

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