what's it gonna take to truly move on and get some relief?

 I still love u and miss u for all of my days.
  I crush a lot and am crushing now,but I still miss you.
In the past,getting a new interest made me forget about the past broken heart
but let's face it-what u and I had was too strong; too AMAZING to replace.
u did once tell me to never forget u.
maybe that's what it is. maybe somehow u are "still around" making sure I can't forget u.
no matter what I do. no matter how much I think I've healed and "moved on", u are still on my mind ALL the time.
At night when I'm all alone, I want to dream about u. I stare at ur picture because it makes me feel like you're there looking back at me.
No  matter how much I crush and am able to notice other men again,they still can't take ur place.
You're still the 1 I wanna talk to about everything both good and bad that happens in my life.
I miss u so much and surely will till my last dying breath.
I will likely speak ur name as my last word(s) on my death bed.
I wanna be able to love again and give another man a chance,but no man can ever make me feel the way u did-or satisfy me emotionally and intellectually like u did.
No man can be my BEST FRIEND like u were.
No other man is gonna think as much the same as me as u did.
I miss u so much and sit back an imagine what our future could've been.
I grieve the beauty that was lost when ur life was taken so suddenly.
I can't stand not having u in my life even now,and  it's been almost 2 years.
Even in another 20 -40 years, I'm sure I will still grieve ur loss.
I think about u often,and beg u to come see me in my dreams again but nothing.
I want u back. I'd do anything if I could get u back-
I'd do anything to have saved ur life-prevented ur death in the 1st place, my love.
I miss u miss u MISS U SO BAD!
there was a time when crushing on other guys made me forget a broken heart I had prior to it-but not U.
NO other man can make me forget u.
NO other guy as much as he tries, can take away the pain of losing u.
He could be the most AMAZING guy and treat me well like u did,but he still can't take ur place.
He can't take away the pain losing u has inflicted on me.
I will never stop missing u and longing for u until my last dying breath,my love.