I miss u all the time...

Just when I think I've finally healed...
Just when I think enough time has passed..
I am proven wrong with a memory or ur picture..
I have a new crush,but it still doesn't replace the undying TRUE love we shared.
I think of u all the time.
certain things happen that remind me of u and all we had done together or went through.
I miss u all the time.
U cross my mind often.
I look at people getting married;having kids and think that could have been us.
I have to always fight jealousy over the couples I see.
I want to be able to someday fall in love again,yet at the same time I find myself begging God not let me fall for another because the pain of losing u has scarred me so bad.
I'm like a soldier in a brutal war..even though I have survived and made it home in 1 piece, I'm still scarred on the inside.
I'm still uptight and nervous and in much pain
I feel the pain as much today as I did the day u died.
I MISS U!
True love truly never dies, my love for,
I still love u more than anything in this world.
I still LONG to hold and kiss u again.
I still die to hear ur voice again..
I MISS u every single day no matter much I think I've healed.
Time doesn't really heal. it makes it easier to deal w/but it never cures the pain.
I've learned how to laugh and smile again but in the middle of it all,
I still feel deep sadness for ur constant absence.
I want u to be apart of my life both bad and good.
We were meant to be.
I would give anything to have u back.
I miss u so much, my love.
My partner-in-crime.
No other man can take ur place.
No other man can make feel the way u did; make me HAPPY the way u did.
No other man will think like me and GET me the way u did.
I miss u so much!
The world is a cruel enough place without losing the  1 person who makes it easier to get through.
It sucks enough without having to lose my 1 true love.
I miss u,Sweet heart,
Rest in Peace.
I pray there really is a heaven,and u r there right now waiting for me to join u when my time comes.
I love u, Robert Paul Stizza.
I'll ALWAYS miss u-always love u for the rest of my days.