omg! =D

so here's some weirdness/updates for any1 that bothers to read my blogs LOL. for the 1st time ever,I am actually looking up to/admiring a crush-well admiring some at all for that matter. I started off watching Ghost Hunters,and only watched about 2 or 3 episodes in,b4 I started developing a mad crush on Grant Wilson LOL! but the more I watched the show,the more I started finding out about him as well, and was becoming quite impressed over the little things I was learning about him. Now even more so,I found both his twitter,and fb pages,and definitely learn ALOT more about him,and what I have found out totally amazes me,and blows me right out of the water,so to speak lol mind u,I am not a "hero worshipper" by any means;I don't normally even HAVE any1 to look up to.

My best friend looks up to pretty much every movie star/musician out in Hollywood,since her dream is to become an actress. My dad looks up to Donald Trump,since the man is a self made millionarie,and he got there w/realestate mostly,which as has been my dad's dream for as far back as I can remember. But I myself, have never really looked up to any1..except maybe my cousin;she's been like a big sister to me,and my best from way back b4 I could even make friends lol! anyway, apart from having a big crush on Grant Wilson,I also admire him GREATLY!

In the beginning eps I saw 1 where,the whole team thought they caught some paranormal activity on tape,and Grant was so excited!! he made me think of a child at xmas that gets alot of awesome toys;it was quite adorable actually =),but 1 of the investigators found out that the evidence was tampered w/,and poor Grant was sooooooooooo disappointed,he damn near cried. u could even hear his voice crack a little,like he was trying to so hard not 2 cry. I was like "awww" lol I wanted 2 hug him so bad; however,that's a REALLY OLD ep!! lol! ok,so my point is,this man is VERY PASSIONATE about what he does,and that to me is AMAZING! =)

Now,between the shows,and Grant's own twitter,and facebook pages,I have since found out, that he is part owner of ATLEAST 3 business that I know of,AND he's a musician(plays piano,and guitar which is 2 of fav instruments),plus he's an ARTIST! the man can DRAW! u should see his deviant/facebook sometime. =) just 4 the record..I LOVE music AND art both! He is ALSO a married man,w/children,and as far as I can tell,despite the busy life he lives,he seems to still have time for his family too. He has been married for 15 years,and he's still just as crazy about his wife as he was in the beginning,and he LOVES it! being married I mean. For YEARS,I have heard nothing but "don't ever get married." "my wife drives me crazy! gatta get away from her;she's such a bitch" from men/most ppl in general,and it's so NICE 2 FINALLY hear some1(after 15 yrs especially) say/be HAPPY in their marriage,and not REGRET it! restores my faith in romance a little. thank u Grant. =) He has literally has settled down and had a family,but he also lives an exciting life too;like getting to travel the world(when he's ghost hunting),but I think he travels anyway,not just when he's doing that. =) He lived in Italy for 2 years,so he's fluent in italian as well. I mean GEEZ this list could GO on! There are just soooooooooo MANY reason y I like him so much. He's cute,he's sweet,he acts like a dork sometimes,he's smart...dude he is every woman's DREAM MAN! lol I always ask this-what's NOT to like about him?? lol

I will finish it up w/this: Grant Wilson is the perfect example of how men should be. the kind of man I am SEEKING;dying to meet,only this 1 is meant for ME! =)